April 2012
1 post
February 2012
1 post
Life
I figured I should give people an update on my life. Saying that I am doing well is not enough. I am great, life is amazing. God is showing me who I need to be and I agree with him. So far this year, my new years resolution has gone according to plan. i have lost 35 pounds since January first. I have an amazing guy in my life who I am in love with and gave me an amazing Valentine’s gift and...
November 2011
2 posts
October 2011
1 post
September 2011
3 posts
Today is R U OK day,It's for Suicide Awareness. So...
August 2011
9 posts
Time Consuming
Are you highly attracted to anyone right now? I guess so. Is it easier to pretend everything’s okay for you? Yeah. Sometimes being fake makes things better If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find? Too much stuff for one bed Last male to take off your pants? Men know better than to touch me 1 being the worst, 10 being the best. Rate your life. 7 The last person you kissed says they...
I'm not a gaming system
Don’t try to play me. I will send you to the plains of Oblivion.
Reblog if you believe in God.
Boys are still Stupid
I guess I just have to be patient till the right one comes along.
Cheaters never win and winners never cheat.
July 2011
1 post
I had a Dream the other day
I had this crazy dream the other night. I would as far as to say it was the best dream I have ever had in my existence. I dreamt that I had a child, I know what people are thinking, “Big deal, it will happen when you get married and blah blah blah…” but it’s different for me. It is different when you are told by a doctor “because of your medical history, it is very...
June 2011
1 post
Typical day in my life
All I have been doing over the past few weeks of summer is go to work, hang out with friends, go swimming at absurd times, and play Oblivion or AC. I find this perfectly acceptable.
May 2011
2 posts
You did this to me...
Did you ever think of what would happen after you hurt me like that? No. You were the cause of my destruction, my loss of innocence, my feeling of not being wanted.
I continue to say you did this to me, however I did this to myself.
I thought I could trust you. I thought I was invincible and couldn’t get hurt by another person.
why me?
what lesson was I supposed to learn?
what did you...
I am starting a diet, again. I am pretty excited about it actually. My friend Chris and I are going on this diet together and we are both going to eat healthy and since we are pretty much always hanging out, it should be easy to keep each other accountable.
April 2011
13 posts
Indie fest
Indie fest is tomorrow. I have not been to indiefest in forever and I can not wait
Missing
Missing you has made me an awful person. I am trapped in the things that have happened in my past since you left this world. I talked to you everyday after school and we would sit and talk for hours. I would listen to your stories about the world and everything that you lived through. If only for a day i could have you back in this world, I would tell you everything. I would say everything wrong...
Today is so incredibly stressful I think my head might explode.
I love how I am the only person in my family to get yelled at for something that my sibling was supposed to do but since I went home for 5 minutes and then went back out without noticing that my sibling did not do what she said she was going to do it is automatically my fault even though she was supposed to do it because she said she would. FUCK
I hate how tired I am all the time lately.
I hate how I am so afriad to be alone because I fear the thoughts that run through my mind in my solitude.
I love how I am almost 20 and have never had a dating relationship, let alone have a guy to every like me.
I hate how whenever I start to like a guy, I always get this stupid excuse, “We are too good of friends and I just don’t want to...
Life is good…and so is Momo ya.
Life has been really good lately. I thank God for that and pray that it keeps going the way it has been for a little bit longer.
Today is so mediocre….nothing is happening and I am so lethargic right now that I really do not care to be at school…but I am paying to be here so I really should not complain right? The weather is not helping out too much either. It is gloomy but it slightly reminds me of how it looks in Zelda Twilight Princess when Twilight has taken over Hyrule and Link is still the blue eyed...
Love
Love. What is the meaning of this word? Love is when you care about a person more than you care about yourself. That is a wide variety of people. Friendship is love. But what does it mean to be ‘in love’? An example of this is Romeo and Juliet. Two love sick teens that meet and whose family’s are enemies. They believe that they are in love, but they fell in love at first sight....
respect
It really bothers me how some girls have absolutely no respect for themeselves. I mean, seriously you are going to wear a necklace that says “slut” on it and expect people to respect you? No. That is the simple answer. You are the type of girl that a boy only wants to have “fun” with, not the type of a woman a man wants to marry. When you are older and have learned anything...
Life is so complicated yet so simple. It is something that should not be taken for granted yet, I always do. Lately, people have been telling me that I am changing into a different person, but I am the only one who does not see that change that they are talking about. I feel the same way today as I felt a few months ago. People that you come into contact with change on a daily basis, whether you...
Hello
I guess this is just the generic first post that everyone creates when they create a new account for any sort of online thing. And before Ian Riley even starts, yes I know I am a generic conformist that created a Tumblr. account after it was popular. Whatever! I am just kidding bro. Yeah, anyways…I am quitting smoking and it is difficult but I got help for it. What else can I say….oh,...