This world is not my home


55 pounds down. Feeling like a boss

55 pounds down. Feeling like a boss

Life

I figured I should give people an update on my life. Saying that I am doing well is not enough. I am great, life is amazing. God is showing me who I need to be and I agree with him. So far this year, my new years resolution has gone according to plan. i have lost 35 pounds since January first. I have an amazing guy in my life who I am in love with and gave me an amazing Valentine’s gift and even better, he has a heart after God. He does not pressure me to do anything I don’t want to and we have both agreed to wait until we are married to have sex. My friends are awesome and help me with everything I struggle with. I am not sure what I did to have God bless my life in such a great way, but I thank Him for it. I hope everyone else feels as great as I do.

One day, I will go here

One day, I will go here

One day.

One day.

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Farva

Farva

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Today is R U OK day,It’s for Suicide Awareness. So let me ask you, are U ok? Reblog if you’re always here for your followers.

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This is the first time I have seen this footage of New York. I wouldn’t know what to do

This is the first time I have seen this footage of New York. I wouldn’t know what to do

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I can’t believe some people are okay with this. Some people who I know say this is a good thing. I can’t hold back tears

I can’t believe some people are okay with this. Some people who I know say this is a good thing. I can’t hold back tears

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Time Consuming

Are you highly attracted to anyone right now?
I guess so.

Is it easier to pretend everything’s okay for you? 
Yeah. Sometimes being fake makes things better 

If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
Too much stuff for one bed

Last male to take off your pants?
Men know better than to touch me

1 being the worst, 10 being the best. Rate your life.
7

The last person you kissed says they want you to be theirs. You say?
I haven’t had my first kiss yet sooo….

Are you happy where you are right now, relationship- wise?
Yeah, being single is fun.

The person you fell hardest for, texts you at 4 am saying “come outside” ?
Go away! I want to sleep at 4 am


If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
Yes.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
I always have a reason to smile


What was the first thing you thought this morning? 
I have class at 8 am 

Would you kiss someone on a dare?
No.

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the person you like? 
Yes, but I wouldn’t show any emotion 

Is there anyone you wouldn’t mind punching in the face now?
Several people actually.

How old was the last person you kissed ?
I don’t kiss people…they have cooties.

Have you ever seen the last person you kissed without a shirt on?
No? why is everything centered around kissing?

Ever wanted something, got it, and then no longer wanted it?
Yes.

The boy/girl you truly care about needs you at 3am, would you go?
I would do that for anyone, especially if I really like them.

Was the last time your heart pounded like crazy for a good or bad reason?
Yesterday

Is there someone you just can’t imagine your life without?
A lot of people

How was your day?
It has only just begun.

Ever punched somebody in the face because of someone you loved?
Not yet

Does it annoy you when people type like they’re ghetto?
Yes.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
Yes.

If you could plant a tree, what would you want to grow on it?
Oranges.

Are you emotional?
When I choose to be.

Ever had your heart broken?
Several times

Think back to April, how was your love life then? 
Non existant kind of like it is now. 

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
duh.


Do you remember names or faces better?
Faces.

If someone is interested in you right now, how should they tell you? 
Straight up tell me you like me. The worst thing I could say is no. 

Can you commit to one person?
Yes.


Do you miss your past?
I miss being a child and not caring

Are any of your friends virgins? 
I think so. I am. 

Do you hate when people call you when you’re sleeping? 
YES.

Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
Yes, but it is difficult

Would you rather have your parents catch you having sex or smoking weed?
having sex, that is not as bad in my opinion considering my mom is okay with it

Have you ever laid on a bed and stayed there for no reason at all?
yep


What is the oldest anyone has ever assumed you are? Was it way off?
25, yes because at the time I was 16

Do you typically enjoy long or short surveys?
Idc.

Name something green?
Link’s tunic in Zelda

What were you doing before you sat down at the computer?
Smoking.

Would you rather keep peace, or prove your point? 
Prove my point 

So I have to know, what are your thoughts on 2012?
Whatever
Do you say ‘Twenty-Twelve’, or ‘Two Thousand And Twelve’?
2012.
Do you think you’re a unique person? Or just someone in the crowd?
no

Last person you hugged?
my sister

Last person you hung out with?
Chris.

Last person to text? 
Jen

Last person to call?
Jen P.

If you had to choose someone to sleep next to you every night, and wake up to, who would it be?
My catDo you look decent when you wake up?
Yeah.

Are you happy?
Sure.

Can you call your ex on the phone without it being awkward?

probably

I’m not a gaming system

Don’t try to play me. I will send you to the plains of Oblivion.